碧云天，黄叶地，秋色连波

I am back...physically and emotionally...

The thing is I am still in need of a well-paid job as desperately as I was this time last year...got a few expensive hobbies, so alarming did the situation become that I soon realized that I must either quit my utterly entertaining, yet highly money-consuming hobbies, or I must get this one at National Aviation Group...wish it was as good as I was told it was...twice as good maybe even better...for I have to gain the upper hand in this downbeat economy...this layoffs, this panic, this depression&desperation caused by global economic slowdown...I need this, simply to secure me&my family's future, esp. after what they gave up to make my life much easier, what they suffered, and probably will suffer in the foreseeable future, esp. during&after the tragically, yet unavoidably death of my Granddad, you know, I am alway a pretty practical, and down-to-earth person...won't dream the unachievable dreams[well, maybe I will, but those are just dreams...how can you blame me...]

So, Plz, God, you know what I need~~Plz give me that job...if it is really that perfect...