• That was late May in Sydney. I travelled home from uni with Maggie. BTW, I didn't get along with her. She is not that kink of girl you like. And I don't imply she is mean or sth. It is just she is not so agreeable.

    It's a double-decker train, and the journey will take 20 minutes. Speaking of the trains, it is claimed that Sydney has the world's most effective train system. Lots of efforts, money and manpower are put to keep the train running as smooth and punctual as possible.

    I once did a data analysis about Sydney's train system, in which I was given a set of data (around 735) to analyze the candidates' travel behaviour, how they view the public transport, and above all, how the two are correlated, and in which way to improve the performance of public transport, by using some sophisticated techniques. In my report, certain complex-looking models were run, with which two seemingly clever functions were laced. I even came up with some very inspiring suggestions to the pretend manager of transportation head office. That was fun.

    Finally, it was concluded, the bus is the most preferred travel mode, except for car, though I like the train better. The trains are filthy, no doubt about it, but they are very user-friendly, and stick to the timetable most of the time. You don't need to worry about things like, taking the wrong train, getting off the train at the wrong stop, or that sort of thing. Maybe, for the first few times, when you are not accustomed with Sydney's train system, the timetables and different train lines would look messy and too complicated. But you will get better, once you know all the "tricks". By then, taking trains in Sydney will be the easiest thing you've ever done. At least, that's what I think.

    Alright, back to the point, I was sitting on the upper floor of the double-decker train,  talking to Maggie who was sitting next to me. I couldn't remember what exactly what we did that day. All I can recall is that it was commute time. The carriage was filled with exhausted/indifferent-looking people. Some of them were sitting, with free newpapers in their hands. Maggie got one too. That's the first time I've ever heard of or seen a Sudoku. I knew Crosswords before, though I never solve one, or even try to. That would be a huge challenge to my vocabulary. I don't think I can do it. All the English words I can "summon" are around ten thousands, and that's just primary school level for a native speaker, far from enough to solve a crossword. If it wasn't Maggie, I would never set my eyes on that little crosswords-like game. She picked a pen and concentrated immediately on the game. I was watching, uninterested.

    A moment later, I got clues about how it works. I joined her, which, later on, was approved to be a stupid move. Two people can not solve one puzzle. We got mixed up, and failed to finish the game. She was annoyed. And I found myself a new hobby since then. It's time-consuming, and making you feel like a loser sometimes. But it's fun for the most of the time.

    I started with the level marked as "Easy", then reached gradually to the higher level, not the utmost one. My basic techniques are raw,  

    TBC

  • http://www.smh.com.au/news/entertainment/film/oscars-2009/bheath-ledger-winsb/2009/01/12/1231608579724.html

    Well, I am not in the mood for this. mourning= =|||

    5pm

    Heath was found dead in his apartment on January 22, 2008, with a bottle of prescription sleeping pills nearby. It is concluded he died of an accidental overdose of prescription drugs. He left a 2-year-old daughter behind.

    If you read some news, it is said that he had been suffering from depression before, which worried Jake and Michelle very much. It appears that he had had the symptoms of drug addiction.

    I almost forgot the great shock caused by Heath's death early 2008/last year, until I read this. I am not very into him, for he's not agreeable and adorable as Jake, and forgive me for saying this.

    But I do love the movie, in which Heath Ledger rocketed/rose to fame with his role as a gay cowboy, and all the sensation it created, The word "Brokeback" even became a gay culture icon afterwards. There is no doubt he was talented.

    Speaking of Dark Knight, I am not a big fan of this film series. But, to be honest, his performance was even more mature and inspiring. The fact that he was nominated for and won the best supporting actor of Golden Globe, along with that the film ranked second on the all-time worldwide box office, after Tatanic, speak for itself.

    The next question is, will there be a posthumous Oscar for him?  Not because of the feeling of sympathy, but because he deserves this. 

  • I do not know. I just feel like I need to do this.

    For the first time, I need to keep track of what's going on in my life. Not because it is a wise move, but because I have to change my way of thinking, to look back on the past, to see what I miss out.This is silly, I know.

    It is a turning point of my life. I do not mean this whole-journal-writing-thing, but something more important, more profound. This is tough. I left the coutry for good, the country where I've been living for years. I am not gonna lie and pretend that I will not miss those people I love, the truth is I do, right now, right here. Tore between choices I am, I have no slightest idea what to do. Stay or leave, either way, it is not good enough.  

    You think you can make it, but what if you cant? It is horrified to even think that I am already an grown-up. Need to take my responsibility, live with what I've done.For my life and my career, I really need to take it far more seriously that I do at the moment.I don't know if I believe the fate, there is too much of this around lately, esp., on the internet.

    However, I did pay visit to some physic, which is the stupidest thing I've ever done. You can tell, it was not something delightful, autually, it is quite the opposite. It appears that I am not gonna live happily everafter. I will, as she says, end up with a broken marriage, accomplish nothing in my life. I don't set my sights high. The truth is I set no sight.I shouldn't give a shit about those crap. It is nothing, meaningless.